post numero uno para el dia !!

Il paresse que ma link que j'ai bloggue' avant moments , n'exist pas .... Well, I don't know perhaps I need to republish to see if it is not awaiting a publish push..? maybe? anyway on to the post per title: post numero uno para el dia (number one post for the day !) that being that I have created quite a diary on this page. And If you were to read this you would, I should say, know quite a bit about me. At least you would know a lot, and enough to ask a lot of questions if you were a person just getting to know me. Well ...suppose you had a budding, possible relationship developing between you and I,.... and you were evaluating things as they go and .... well))) well, you were when we see one another still inviting for other meetings or dates and you appeared to have a still on going interest in me.... perhaps enough to be bringing me around your friends inviting me to get togethers with other friends at different settings and telling people you are in a "tentative" possible relationship.... You have expressed interest by closeness, kissing , affectionate touching. Now if this person has read my profile to meet me.... and then said they read my profile on this blog at least and though a while ago read some of the entries in my blog though admitedly not all.... you think this person at some point would have some questions about my life and some of the more blatantly obvious references to my sexuality.... something that though I have not kept secret... ( after all I got the icebreaker from her over yahoo personals, asking into and inquiring into meeting me and with quick interest developing...) So why has this person never asked me to clarify my assertions? And in fact she really has asked me rather little about me... not conversationlly disinterested in me. On our first meeting We discussed both our pasts equally I felt. No one dominated the questioning about one or the other. Not to personally invasive nor evasive of any topic broached and all seemed open and smooth and comfortable. Questions about my sexuality weren't brought up by either of us and assuming she had read my profile I saw no real reason to discuss it unless it was a concern of her's at the opening. That night went swimmingly I believe by both our overviews of the evening as a whole. Now that things have moved forward ... I do think maybe she does have questions, but despite our earlier openness she seems reluctant to discuss or ask about it ..... and not just that..... there are other areas she I would easily understand she could want to be careful of and learn more about. But a lot of those things, although not absolutely all issues, she can read about rather candidly,,,, RIGHT HERE. If she did read my posts here she would learn a lot I think..... At times I am not sure she is listening ( for example she asked me why I would spend so much time on the internet writing all " that shit" as she called it, Yet...I had told her and brought over to her house a big bag, bookbag, filled papers all of which I told her were writings of mine and I told her I would like to be a writer and I write a lot and hope to write a book once I get a coherent core concept Iwant to write about and ...... get it all organized.....) I think Sally is seeing me more as a potential provider than just a companion or lover. But I would think, she would have If she had any curiousity about me, she would read my diary,..... better known today as a blog..... I know she is recently divorced and is somewhat depressed especially considering the horrendous judgement of financial support she gets and now is appealing with I think what is a disorganized fashion considering the stakes at hand. I am even surprised she kept that incompetent lawyer who allowed this to finalize as she did. But because she did get the house in the deal, I am afraid she is risking the loss of the house if she goes for an appeal and does get a ruling of sufficient support for any length of time. I hopes she only requests support at the level she wants for a period sufficient to pay off the house and car which is only about a 18 month period. Fine line she's walking and because of that I think she should get her paper work "shit" together... at least in better order than my paper work just for the future intention of writing a book. This is important yet she until this time.... remind you the divorce is over......she didn't have the corporate papers for their business nor did she have income tax reports and corporate tax reports until now...and she still doesn't have all the article of incorporation and substantive papers for the daily running of the business or papers confirming her employment and money made and contributed to the marriage or bank reports for account held for savings and accounts he has had. She doesn't even have her or his or both their credit reports nor a background check for judgements and bankrupcy papers making for a woefully inadequate summarial history of their financial background. She could in actuality probably blackmail the sucker for income tax evasion if he doesn't pay her she could report it. To not report it he could pay her a percentage of what he would potentially owe in fines interest and penalties and possible criminal charges for tax evasion...... valued in cash to her could be substantial.... He made and does still make good money.....over 100.000 ayear in the past and presently around 70 thousand and who knows what other hidden income streams moved about that he may have hidden. shoot the whole thing could be worth a private investigator....to substatiate by present behavior previous behavior and revealing possible illegal interprises he could be involved in at the present. oh well that is that... but she could be reading this .... but after all I have written so far I think not.