OMAH GODD

WELL, I am looking into stocking up on google research results in a new area. It is not really a new area, rather, a new twist on a fairly normal area in my fields of interest. My input is something like: scientific theory opposition paradox phenomena self reference redundancy.... and a few additions to and subtractions from that example ie.,... psychology, economics, existentialism, skeptic, method, information saturation, and such as the like...... The purpose of this line of word combinations is to troll for sites and or articles concerning scientific bias, methods and various perception paradigms and economics surrounding the making and research areas and standardization in the sciences and how these changes that are most certainly occuring are occuring. My interest being ( and by the way some of the words I have used to describe my purpose in the use of the words I chose in trolling for this information are also some of the words I have used, adding and subtracting their use as needed,...) To find out what kinds of realizations are occuring in various scientific fields in there peer review methods and the changes in these new modes of analysis and overlapping of scientific categorizations resulting and self reflection involved. OH why might you say?? well,...... I of am an opinion that hyperspeeding up of information amount and flow surpassing analysis by any single human mind had changed the way information is now used parsed and valued and percieved...., and I'd like to know more about it... ANY SUGGESTIONS? OR FURTHER OPINIONS OUT THERE?? COMMENT PLEASE...! THANK YOU ME

AND BY THE WAY: I now have a new little link to my blog that goes to a site that is just ramping up and is still underconstruction concerning my relationship and remembrance of Barbara Remington and our past and our shared children. She shared her children with me. A pleasure at the time. I lost respect now that she's no longer here to defend it. I thought my value in the lives of her children might have increased in her passing; Yet ...no only in a few islands of consideration left... for example this little web site created by my stepson Kevin Remington. Kevin Remington, oldest son of Barbara Remington is, oddly enough, more interested in the cohesion of the family than any of the rest of his siblings. At a younger age I would have thought him to be first in following in the footsteps of his biological father... Joe Remington the man whose name they all share ( to his delight no doubt) despite the sucessful birth of (22- 25) (I am not sure of the #) of all these grandchildren who all call me grandpaw or pawpaw or whatever ... There exists not a single one by any name assigned first, middle or other extra name appendage, initial or whatever in the range of the possible, named in honor of me. No girl named Stephanie no boy with a middle name Andrew and certainly No first name after me. To intensify the oddity of this glaring absence I have been told on numerous occasions that "this next baby will be named after you in some way". Usually this would be a middle name of sorts simply because the name "Stephen" is rather an older our of popularity name ... For example no girl has been named barbara but Barabara's middle name has been used more than once and so has the names of the grand parents, both of whom are dead. Now I am not grousing about it or am I deeply wounded but clear is clear... and thus this is the way things are. No one looks at their new child and thinks I want this one to be like Steve. Because... well because of this gayness thing that has, like an acid cloud, destroyed all my relationships with all my children to some point. All verbally say that this has no bareing on our relationships .... even though I have always to their knowledge been in relationships with women and never been AT ANY time in their memories expressed my intention to develope a homosexual relationship. If anything I appear to be totally heterosexual. In reality I guess I am bisexual and in so being am more interested in women socially because it is just to much hell and shit to follow any interest that might develope in any man. Besides my sex drive has diminished substantially in the last 5 years or so and I couldn't really care less if I never fucked anything again. For one thing oddly enought my interests sexually have not followed my age. I always liked youth sexually. The most I could manage in interest in any direction for anyone over 30 would be affection ( kissing, cuddling, physical closeness and the like) Sexually I could not be attracted to man nor woman much past that age under any circumstances short of extreme physical self maintainance. And since, I have not maintained a level of physical attractiveness that would appeal to me, neither can I find a mate appropriate to my fetish, if you might so call it. I know unless I can learn differently than I will probably have "000000" interest in sex after 45 or 50. I don't even masturbate anymore. Don't even remember when I quit>>>!!! But I am certain it was over a year ago .....well come to think of it for some reason I did it once about 4 months ago ... but I think that was a medicinal aberation. Of course all of this could be a medicinal aberation. I am pretty heavily medicated......not noticibly, in the sense that I am perfectly alert, and not in any sense "high". I am occasionally constipated, and of course I have the sleeping problem that has been apriori mentioned. And, as I have proven by medicinal manipulation, it is not related to the medicine. Ot at least not related at the ranges that I have experimented with, And so far, the provigil does work prophylacticly. NO sleep onslaughts! Well,...................

Does this cover about every thing I have been thinking about lately ..... well I am still thinking about my new friend Sally Morton, and Sharon Chapel. And, to Sally::::: If you are reading this she ( Sharon that is,) is not a girl friend; She is nearly 60, and simply an interesting person who needs my councel, and I CAN'T STAND TO TALK TO ON THE PHONE.....MORE THAN ANYONE EVER....she doesn't know how to talk on the phone! It makes her mental state unstable and virtually incomprehensible and therefore unproductive and indescribably...., desperately, ANNOYING..........EVEN MADDENING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO I have to talk to her in person!! it is the only only only way!!! She needs the company and she is a curious person to visit with... very intelligent, but unfocused and unhappy. So I always like to help people and I'm gonna help her if I can. But I will be vigilent and cautious. If she gets attached to me inappropriately I will have to let her go and that could hurt her even more.... but I need to at least give it a shot... It won't take long to see how "special" she see's our relationship!! So, I will walk lightly and " IN THE NOW OF NOW"

Ok I am done and OIL IS AT OVER 47.00$ A barrel! God you know!! this is meaningful. You can tell that economists have paid minor attention to it until there has been numerical proof that there are possible dampening effects on the economy.... thus they were clueless though I have always watched energy prices as pan effective factor always governing the economy just as certain an effect as interest rates!!.