CHEMICAL INDUCED REVELATION AND COMFORT

THIS IS A MENTAL CHANGE OF THE HIGHEST ORDER EXPERIENCED SUBJECTIVELY BY MYSELF UNDER THE MENTAL
CHANGES WROUGHT THROUGH THE EXPOSURE TO VARIOUS AMINATIONS OF ALUMINUM CORESPONDENT EXTRACTIONS
THIS TERM USED LOOSELY REFERS TO A VARIETY OF SYNTHESIS AND ELIMINATION PROSCESSES EXECUTED ON AN EXTRACT OF A HIGHLY POTENT CANNABINOL VARIATIONS  BY A VARIOUS PRECIPITATES AND BASE NITRATION  AMINATION
HCL NAOH N3OH ALUMINO CHLORO EQUILIBRIATION AND ZINC CATALYZED

PREVIOUSLY IN AN EFFORT( WITH SOME LAZINESS THAT LEAVES OPEN THE QUESTION OF WHICH PARTICULAR AGENTS OR COMBINATION THERE OF WERE OF MOST IMPORTANTS IN THE MENTAL CHANGES AS WELL AS TO  WHAT CONCENTRATION OF THESE AMOUNTS AND PROPORTION  RESPONSIBLE OR EVEN AS TO WHAT OUTSIDE SENSORY ELEMENTS WERE INVOLVED). THERE  OCCURRED  AFTERWARD  NO OTHER THAN A LIFE CHANGING REORDINATION OF MY MENTAL ARCHITECHTURE SUCH THAT I COULD, I BELIEVE, ( IF NOT FOR THE LACK OF FREEDOM OF SPEECH IN THIS COUNTRY) A REVITALIZATION OF OUR HUMAN CONDITION AND HELP MAN BE AS HE IS.  SCARCITY WOULD BE OF INCONSEQUENCE TO ECONOMIC FACTORS.  THIS VERY PREMISE TO START WITH IS THE VARY RATIONAL BY WHICH OUR POWERS THAT BE DUPE HUMAN KIND INTO BELIEVING THAT CONTROL OF OTHER HUMANS IS NECESSARY AND THE LACK OF SECURITY  WE BELIEVE WE EXPERIENCE IN REGARD TO TERRORISM IS AN ILLUSION TO LEVERAGE OUR RIGHTS FROM US AS AMERICAN CITIZENS.  WHY THESE INSANE PERSONS COULD BE DRIVEN TO SUCH EVIL IS EITHER STUPIDITY COMBINED WITH GREED AND LUST FOR POWER OR SIMPLY PURE IGNORANCE LEADING TO BELIEVE POWER AND MONEY ARE WORTH HAVING IS A MYSTERY.
      REGARDLESS I RECOGNIZED THAT NO ONE CAN PROVE MUCH OF ANYTHING AND THE THINGS THAT CAN SCIENTIFICALLY BE PREDICTED,….. “PROVEN IN OUR SUBJECTIVITY OF OBSERVATION” ARE THE ONLY THINGS THAT APPEAR TO BE USEFUL AND OF ALL THESE THINGS EVEN THAT IS INQUESTION.  ALBEIT THIS CHANGE IN MY MENTAL STATUS DOES APPEAR TO BE BASED ON SCIENTIFIC SEARCH FOR THE TRUTH EVEN THAT KNOWLEDGE HAS ONLY ALLOWED ME (ONE OF MANY) TO KNOW IT. SIMILARLY IT IS CURIOUS THAT NO ONE ELSE HAS BEEN ABLE TO (IF THEY HAVE KNOWN WHAT I KNOW)TO MAKE MUCH HEADWAY IN BROADCASTING THIS TO THE MASS OF HUMANITY AND IF THEY HAVE TRIED IT HAS OBVIOUSLY HAD VERY LITTLE IMPACT.
TO SUM UP SIMPLY WHAT I DISCOVERED IS THAT LOVE AND COMPASSION ARE THE HIGHEST FORMS IN MAN THAT CONTAIN VALUE.   OTHER THINGS ARE SUPERFLUOUS.  THE ENDING OF SUFFERING IN MAN IS NOT A NOBLE GOAL HOWEVER. COMPASSION IS FAR MORE USEFUL THAN ENDING SUFFERING.  IT IT OF NO CONSEQUENCE IF WE DIE ALTHOUGH IT CAN BE UNDER CERTAIN CIRCUMSTANCES BE RATHER PAINFUL, BUT WE CAN FIX THAT NOW WITH DRUGS IF THEY ARE AVAILALBLE.   AND THEN AGAIN PAIN AND TERROR ARE RATHER INDISTINGUISABLE TO A DEGREE AND BOTH EXPERIENCES SEEM SUBJECTIVE AND NOTHING HAS PROVEN THAT OUR OWN MINDS CANNOT BE PROVEN TO DEFUSE ANY OR ALL OF THESE RESPONSES.  AFTER DEATH WE DON’T KNOW WHAT HAPPENS;  NO ONE HAS EVER KNOWN.  THIS IS A GREAT SOURCE OF FEAR AND ANGUISH IN MANY, YET WHEN YOU LEAVE YOU WILL NO LONGER MIND IF YOU CEASE TO EXIST AND IF YOU DON’T CEASE TO EXIST,….. WELL THEN…. NO PROBLEM!! THE ONLY REASON I FIND IT PLEASURABLE TO EXIST AND CONTINUE IS FROM WHAT I LEARN ABOUT THE FASCINATIONS OF THE MIRACULOUS LIFE AS IT EXISTS AND THE IMPROBABILITY OF ME BEING ME AS OPPOSED TO THE OTHER 7 BILLION OTHERS AND YET I ALONE EXPERIENCE THE WORLD FIRST HAND; THIS LASTS CONCIEVABLY FROM 44 TO 122 AT ITS MOST UNUSUAL STATISTIC LENGTH OF TIME AND IS COMPARED TO THE AGE OF OTHER EVENTS THAT OCCUR LIKE A PICO SECOND OF EXISTENCE.    ULTIMATELY,  WE, EVEN TODAY, DISPITE OUR TECHNOLOGY AND OUR INTELLIGENCE ARE UNABLE TO CONCLUDE THAT OUR LIVES ARE ONE WHIT MORE ENJOYALBLE OR MORE ADVANCED THAN AN OLD HUNTER GATHERER SOCIETY OF THE STONE AGE.  WE DO NOT KNOW WHY WE EXIST.  WE DO NOT KNOW IF WE MAY HAVE A PURPOSE.  WE DO NOT KNOW WHY (IF YOU BELIEVE IN THE EVOLUTIONARY HYPOTHESIS) HOW WE GOT SUCH BIG AND FORMIDABLE BRAINS UNLESS IT IS SOME CURIOSITY LIKE THE OVER BEAUTIOUS SPECTACLE OF PEACOCK FEATHERS TO ATTRACT MATES, OR IF THE UNIVERSE JUST LIKES TO LOOK AT ITSELF.  THEORIES ABOUND AND IT’S PAUCITY OF THEORIES IS RATHER A POOR STATEMENT ON THE SCIENCE OF EXISTENCE.  THE UPTAKE ON EVOLUTIONARY THEORY ALTHOUGH WE ARE CERTAIN IF WE TRUST OUR TECHNOLOGY THAT MANY DIFFERENT KINDS OF ANIMALS CAME BEFORE AND WENT EXINCT.  PROCESSES BEHIND THE IDEA THAT EVOLUTION AND HOW IT OCCURRED IS RIFE WITH UNVERIFIED PROCESSES AND MECHANISMS THAT ARE TRITE, UNIMAGINATIVE AND DEMONSTRABLY POOR BY ANY STANDARD TO EXPLAIN WHAT WE OBSERVE.  WHICH BY THE WAY IN THE FOSSIL RECORD HAS SHOWN NO TRANSITORY FORMS NOR ANY METHOD FOR EXPLAINING THE HOW OF HOW IT OCCURRED.  BUT HOT DIGGITY WE ARE CERTAIN THAT IT’S TRUE WE JUST REALLY DON’T HAVE A CLUE HOW IT HAPPENED.  IT’ S ALSO A LIKABLE THEORY, FOR THE MASSES IT SUGGESTS OUR SUPERORITY AND FOR PHILOSOPHERS IT ALLOWS FOR TELEOLOGICAL UTOPIANISM.    NEEDLESS TO SAY THE WORLD IS ALL FUCKED UP GETTING MORE FUCKED UP AND HEADED TOWARD WAR SOONER OR LATER ON A BIG WW3 SCALE UNLESS FORTUITOUSLY WE DISCOVER AND AMAZING FIX IT ALL THAT EVERYONE WANTS RIGHT OUT OF THE GOOD OLD USA  AND WE ALL RIDE A BEAUTIFIC WAVE OF IRRATIONAL EXUBERANCE BECOME ENRICHED TO THE POINT OF PRINCES.  BUT WHAT FUN IS THAT UNLESS WE CAN HAVE MORE THAN SOMEONE ELSE SO WE’LL BE STINGY AND LORD IT OVER THE REST OF THE WORLD AND ACT LIKE THE FRENCH THINK WE ARE.  I ONLY HOPE WE GET THESE NUTS OUT OF THE WHITEHOUSE OR WE ENTER A GREAT DEPRESSION BECAUSE I THINK IT WOULD BE FUNNER TO LEARN THROUGH ECONOMIC COLLAPES THAN WAR AND GENOCIDE BUT THOSE ARE ONLY PERSONAL TASTES OF MINE A PENCHANT FOR THE LESS VIOLENT AND DISASTERS THAT PUT PEOPLE IN SITUATIONS WHERE THEY HAVE A CHANCE TO VISIT GET CLOSER TO ONE ANOTHER AND NATURE THAN WATCH TV AND WORK ALL THE TIME.  BY THE WAY I THINK THIS WEARING OF CLOTHES IF ONLY A MATTER OF TASTE I PERSONALLY THINK SOME PEOPLE SHOULD.  OTHERS I WOULD LIKE FOR THEM TO RUN NAKED ALL THE TIME AND BE AROUND ME A LOT WHEN THEY DO IT.
    SO NOTHING MUCH IS PROVABLE;  THERE ARE NO DOWN SIDES,  LOVE  AND COMPASSION ARE AESTHETICALLY PLEASING; FEAR IS A DOWNER WORRY IS TOO,.. BECAUSE WHO HAS HAD MUCH LUCK AT PREDICTING THE FUTURE.  LIVING IS A PRIVELIDGE.  GUILT AND BLAME ARE STATES OF HYPERSUPERIORITY THAT SUGGEST WE KNOW WAY MORE THAN WE CAN.  MY SITUATION IS PERSONALLY GOOD.  IF I COULD GET THE SUPPORT NEEDED I COULD GET FOLKS TO SEE IT MY WAY AND WE WOULD ALL FEEL MUCH BETTER ON THIS EARTH FOR THE SHORT SPAN HERE.  WHO KNOWS MAYBE SOME OF US SHOULD COMMIT SUICIDE CAUSE WE MAY FIND THINGS BETTER IN A LIFE TO COME IF THERE IS ONE.  I LIKE TO THINK SO….
PEACE AND HAPPINESS TO ALL OUT THERE…..