Friday, September 03, 2004

CALL me shocked again! Diatribe #2 from another person.


I never cease to be amazed: below is the latest comment from this sad woman I was seeing for a few weeks. I think..... duh ! I know I hurt her but I didn't intend to. Sally I am sorry you have become so hurt deeply, to me so irrationally. What is so horrible??

the reason I call this Diatribe # 2 is because I recieved a comment earlier about Sally on this site from a reader who said why don't you just tell her how you feel instead of telling the whole world on here. When I answered him this is the response I got from HIM NOTICE the SIMILARITIES IN BOTH NOTES.

Anonymous said...
mr. your a fucking weirdo i am surprised a women would even talk to you much less go out with you, and if i were her i would dump you quicker than you could be told which door to hit.its weirdos like you who have nothing better to do than write about your non important self like anyone gives a shit, why don't you get a life and get over yourself?you whine because your step kids don't have anyone named after you, poor thing?? they probably hate your weird ass.you tell the world about your dads affair who cares??your a whiner and your lady friend Sally is right you are a spoiled ass weirdo.43 still at home my god your parents must be as weird as you, i would of kicked your ass out at 21.the shit you write on here no one even cares about.your just a bored lonely ,celebate weirdo. be glad you have a women to even talk to, if it was me i woulnd't waste my time. don't bother to respond back as i have no interest in your babble so keep on telling the world what a dumb ass you are and see who cares
9:46 AM

I think these two should get together!! they both see me the same way, Granted one has never met me and Sally has. But, he was sure right about the fact that I should tell her instead of writing it on here for the world to read. The key issue seems to be criticism..... I wrote a responce back that was critical of them and their way of doing things and so this is the reponse that blows back.

I took his advice and did tell her how I felt myself and yes she had read the blog up to the point where his comment was put. She was willing to forgive and forget as long as I took her off the blog because she prefered to keep her privacy. She said I was a "mess" and we had a nice chat got things into the open and she seemed cool with every thing. I made her annonymous. After I made some criticisms of her way of living and her plans for the future in the blog after we had a sort of fight a night or two later. That's when the explosion started. Like with the above fellow. people do not take criticism well. They of course stay annonymous and claim that this whole blog is stupid and that I am stupid, and my living with my parents for this 4 year period of my life seems to be a big issue with people. At least these two. And although they both say no one will read this and no one cares what I think or write it sure has had an emotional effect on them. If all of this is of no concern to them why such a big insanely bombastic attack on me. Writer one has obviously read large portions of this blog he uses it in his attacks on me. And now that I have finally suggested Sally read it more than once she has gone and read enough to be certain of my idiocy as well although most of what she read about me she must already know. I wish she still wanted to be with me.... I am going to miss her. Just because people have flaws doesn't ever mean you don't care about them or love them. It seems as though most people believe that you cannot care about some one and see a thing wrong with them.... To love them you have to be blind to anything... and If you write about it that must mean you think it is a big deal. I write about everything, much of which I don't think is a big deal. She says I tell lies about her on the net well some lies are there because some things have to be changed to make people anonymous. If you want to be in my life at some point you are goning to end up on the net. I have other friends that I haven't written about yet. I think anyone else I could scribble about is not going to take offense. Amanda my other friend that I believe I have mentioned on here.... Now I know she isn't going to care as long As I don't talk about her sexual encounters in detail...ha ha...and name names. She is cool young and basically very self confident. If it did bother her she would be hollering for me to take it off of there but she would be laughing at the same time and our friendship would never waiver. She knows no matter what I say that what matters is that I still care about her and "grok" on another. We get one another. Sally is just fearful and I didn't realize I could frighten her so terribly.

Sally please call me back and give me another chance! I want to enjoy your company and make your life more easy. Consider yourself a heartbreaker too! You hate the ones who love you! Never a good policy! Don't forget me! I want to hear your gravelely voice again!

her gravely voice sounds like Tina Turner and I like It. I suppose I should have mentioned that. I better publish this a whole chunk just disappeared and It said a lot of what I wanted to say. yes I love to write on my blog. Many people have blogs. I write more than on here in my journal. why would anyone think that this is my only life?? that I write about it just to only live to write here? I suppose that is just part of the insulting

Yes I love my mother and father. They are great parents and they have helped me live a life that allows me to give to others. HEY when you are happy you CAN give. BECAUSE you do have less worries. YOU can throw a life line out to others and let them know hey life is not that big a deal. It doesn't last very long and WE ARE ALL PRIVALIGED TO BE HERE! THERE IS A ME AND A YOU AND REALLY WE ARE THE SAME AND UNIFIED IN CREATION : ANONYMOUS I LOVE YOU TOO! YOU GET TOO SERIOUS YOU MISS THE JOKES THAT GOD ( THE UNIVERSE) LIKES TO PLAY ON YOU FOR YOU TO LEARN. AFTER ALL I JUST HAVE EASILY COULD HAVE BEEN A POOR PERSON IN THE COUNTRY OF IRAQ IN BAGDAD WITH FAMILY MEMBERS KILLED BY MORTAR FIRE AND MY TINY HOME RANSAKED BY MY LIBERATORS TO CHECK AND MAKE SURE I WASN'T AN INSURGENT......HAVING NO JOB, NO MEANS OF SUPPORT, A DEEPLY LOVED SPOUSE KILLED WHILE PREGNANT WITH MY CHILD,,,,,, UTTER AGONY, DEEP LOSS PAIN.....I ENJOY THE PRIVELIGE OF BEING AN AMERICAN CITZEN CHILD OF TWO PARENTS WHO ADOPTED ME! THE DIDN'T HAVE TO ADOPT ME! I COULD BE AN UNWANTED PREGNANCY TO A YOUNG GIRL WITH NO MEANS . WAS I LUCKY MAYBE..... WHO KNOWS WHAT LIFE MAKES YOU INTO AND MAKES YOU OUT OF? LIFE IS A MIRACLE. YOU ARE A MIRACLE SALLY AND SO IS ANONYMOUS!


Here is what if found from sally day before yesterday!! this is why I call it Diatribe # 2 She is not much nicer than that other anonymous commenter.



Anonymous said...
And I will guarantee you she didn't lose that one guy just because she didn't have a paper decree of divorce she could have taken him to the court house for proof. And her lack of willingness to go to the trouble led to the self fulfilling prophecy of bad luck for good people. She gave up on him. Even though he called her back 2 times. She didn't really give him any encouragement. IF I CANNOT GO TO CT HOUSE FOR PAPERS HOW DO YOU SUPPOSE I CAN GO GET THEM TO SHOW SOMEONE ELSE???? DUMB ASSI AM SORRY THE DAY I EVER SPOKE TO YOU, WELL I CAN GARANTEE YOU WILL HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO WRITE ABOUT ME BECAUSE I WILL NEVER SPEAK TO YOU AGAIN SO YOU CAN PUT YOUR STUPID SPIN ON EVER CONVERSATION I HAVE HAD WITH YOUR DISHONEST ASS, YOUR ONE NOT TO BE TRUSTED AND I WOULD NEVER LET MY EMOTIONS GET INVOLVED WITH YOU , YOUR SURE A HEART BREAKER BECAUSE YOUR A LIAR AND CANNOT TELL THE WHOLE TRUTH ON THIS DAMN BLOG YOU WRITE ON LIKE ANYONE CARES. BLOG BLOG BLOG!!!!ITS ALL ABOUT YOU AND YOUR STUPID THOUGHTS, A WRITER HA HA THE ONLY THING YOU'LL EVER WRITE IS THIS STUPID THING SURE NOT A BOOK, YOUR TO MEDICATED AND DISORGANIZED BUT THATS YOUR PROBLEM NOT MINE .LEAVE ME ALONE AND ENJOY YOURSELF MAKING UP LIES BECAUSE I WON'T TELL YOU ANOTHER THING.YOU NEED TO GET A LIFE AND NOT ON THIS COMPUTER, YOU NOT AS SMART AS YOU WOULD LIKE OTHERS TO THINK, ANYONE CAN READ CHEMISTRY OR ANY SUBJECT AND YAMMER ON AND ON LIKE YOU, DOESN'T MAKE THEM SMART JUST A BLABBER MOUTH AND YOUR TOPS ON THAT!!!! I HAVE REMOVED YOU FROM MY YAHOO MESSENGER SO DON'T ATTEMPT TO CONTACT ME I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU AND YOUR BLOGGING WHICH IS DISORIENTED AND UNTRUTHFUL AT BEST.HOPE YOU CAN FIND A WEIRDO LIKE YOUR SELF BUT I FEEL LIKE YOU WILL BE WITH MAMMA THE REST OF YOUR SPOILED LIFE.YOUR A SAD MAN WHO HAS NO OUTSIDE CONTACT WITH THE REAL WORLD SO YOU HAVE NO CLUE, MAMMA TAKES CARE OF ALL LITTLE STEVE'S PROBLEMS, AT LEAST I TAKE CARE OF MY OWN PROBLEMS SUCH AS THEY ARE , I DON'T ASK MY MOM OR DAD FOR HELP AFTER ALL I AM A GROWN UP , NOT A SPOILED 43 YR OLD LIKE YOU.I MAY NOT NOT DO THEM YOUR WAY BUT I DO THEM!!!! AND I HAVE LIVED WITHOUT YOUR ADVICE FOR YRS AND I CAN CONTINUE TO DO SO, SO KEEP IT TO YOUR SELF I HAVE NO INTEREST IN YOU OR YOUR BLOG. DON'T CALL ME OR EMAIL ME EITHER I AM DONE WITH YOU I CANNOT TRUST YOU, YOUR DISHONEST , NOISY AND ANNOYING!!!!! KEEP IN MIND MY WARNING IF I SEE ANYMORE ON HERE ABOUT ME I WILL CONTACT A LAWYER.SALLY

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

"To belittle is to be little"

deadman said...

I am not sure who you refer to but I agree. It is the impulse of an uncertain feeling inside that compels us to derive our ideology and mental perspectives from the "past" a thing that is but a wisp of smoke and just as distorted (the strongest impressions in our past become a lense) in hopes of having a future that is secure we look throw the lense of the past a past that could never instruct us purely on experience unless absolute personal honesty is within. But oddly enough pure honesty comes from the security that nothing is really so important as to ever not try to love one another. Well maybe if you notice they are psychopathic and it's best to just stay safely alive to love other people. Unless your sure your death will change the life of the psychopath....but.. hey I am not that enlightened yet!