jyyf I am sore afraid to change another thing yet I just did! Notice the transformation from skinny little letters to italic to bold to large. At first It wouldn't hold on me now it has.........IInteresting I haven't mentioned a new thing in my life... I shouldn't say a new thing yet a person.. a special person. who no doubt if they have interest will read this blog entry. As my Entries may all change to this new format.....
Dear Sally,
Here is what I am thinking today. Tonight we are going to a banquette of sorts and we have free passes from you. I greatly appreciate all of this entry into your social scene. YOU definitely see me as someone you can present to the public with no embarrasment and in fact with pride. Inside myself I feel very inclosed. I am so glad I can go somewhere with a person on my arm... mix and mingle and delight. I am sure this entry seems incredibly juvenile compared to all my others. In that this one shows vulnerability and appreciation and emotion in flux. Sally You are an interesting person who thank god brought you my way. If I can I would love to restore you to a wholeness after this horrific divorce...... If it is within my power to do such a thing. You offer me entry into social avenues....This is a handsome gift that you may not be aware of . It's value is greater than you might imagine. It is hard for me to put into words but,.. it is meaningful and you can read about it and I may mention it in some way tonight.... but I will not say it like I am saying it in words now. God Bless you..... The hermit is emerging from the cave. Life is a miracle. It's complexity is what makes us innocent.. We know not what we do... we allow our emotions often to dominate, and reason takes a backseat. I want to pass on to you in exchange for this gift you have given me, a new vision of life... where your actions and mine do not in the grand scale matter.... KUBILIUS: " Free will is an illusion for it is synonymous with incomplete perception." Thus the past is but a flutter of smoke and the future is a pleasant curiosity and our interior can prosper and thrive in the clarity of observation without judgement,... allowing each moment to be a now all it's own. Soon the mind works with few words, for Much is Simple and Real and beautiful in it's own right. The unmanifested is the form that forms of nothing but the omnicreative interreciprocitous creative natural essence of existence. All from nothing by division.... the devil and the god blessing in all the curious and unimaginably fascinating disguises that god is ... us ... all one big circle without any scarcity. Scarcity is the ego of the separate bodies playing games with the world. See themselves as separate from all creation even more separate that ones fellow man........In this mistake much is stolen from the everlasting fountain as if it mattered that anyone took it had it or believed they could have more or less or what ever we believe about property... another illusion....owning earth.... why not own sky? and parcels of sea? When one owns a parcel of land what about the other side of the land corresponding on the other side of the earth diametrically opposite and physically connected. Do you not own both sides? And of the air that drifts through it? The creatures that inhabit it? the molten rock below the chuck of solid iron or nickel, or what ever they think is in there right now...? What it I had the technology to get it would it be my chunk of iron or nickel? What if I wanted to move my land to a nother piece of land I own. Would I then still own the vast depths of the space from which it came?
well enough of that, later Steve.......
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