Monday, August 09, 2004

moments du jour and added thoughts......

Well, it has now come to my attention that it may cost me 888.00 to get all the bells and whistles that will go with getting a new crown for a tooth that has fallen out and needs replacing.

How does one live long enough to distill properly and with the least mental breakdown possible to match the two ( long life and good memory there of) to have some real wisdom? Are we more reluctant to pass it along as we get older? I know that I certainly don't have the drive I once did for pushing out ideas in a euphoria of intellectual selfcontentedness and bliss that I once did. Hmmmmm.... could that be a clue that what I have to say is not so earthshaking as I had once thought? I have been delaying the copying off of about 4 to 5 hand written pages of what I think, when reread, are absolutely still true today and are well written adulation of the fantastical miracle of existence,.....life, just being. wonderful and exhilerating. But I just can't get up the Umph.. to do it all in one whack. I always wait until I am to tired like now. Well I have a plan. Tomorrow when I am at the top of my energy game in the morning, and on a morning where I have to accomplish a lot of other things afterwords, and would feel real good about having written it up, I will do it and feel better about it and also feel like I am on the way to getting more done for the rest of the day since I have work I need to accomplish anyway.... Sound like a good plan? yeah me too! well see you on the morrow and will be checking to see if any of you are as inspired as I upon reading it..... YA YA ... Have you seen The Sister hood? Sally and I watched it a night or two ago Great movie maybe it will inspire Sally about how tradgdy can be brought to beauty.....

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